Before I left to Dallas I spent some time with Holland and weened her from breastfeeding. To stop nursing is the hardest thing for me. It is the first time I really tell my baby NO and I feel so terribly selfish, but it is okay and we now have a new relationship. Many tears are shed not because of pain, but because I am realizing my baby is growing up.
When I nursed Hudson I only produced milk on the one side and ended up having to get cosmetic surgery to fix me. This was a crazy time in my life, I bought a dog during this time and found out I was pregnant with Holland. It’s crazy to think I used to not know my kids. I sometimes think I want all my kids fast because I want to meet my family. I also think when I am on vacations, like I am now, that half of my family isn’t here to enjoy it with us. Funny I know. I hope everyone has a great day. My phone got wet, so I am taking a break from instagamming for a bit. It is nice to just enjoy my family and the warm tropical weather here at Turks & Caicos. Tomorrow is Bird Family Olympics, so I will be waking up early and running to get ready, can’t wait!
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