I want to first say Merry Christmas and say I really hope everyone is having a magical day. Today I want to share with you the biggest gift I have in my life, and if you know anyone who also would like this gift please feel free to share it.
We have had a crazy couple of days with our sweet Holland. She had two major accidents that resulted in two concussions in 36 hrs (falling off a chair onto tile and off of our bed). We have dealt with some pretty serious things, seizures, bloody noses, passing out, turning purple, bloody stool, uncontrollable vomiting ect. We have been in and out of the ER getting CT scans and check ups. I have never been so scared in my life.
We went on the Polar Express and 5 mins into the train ride sweet Holland couldn’t stop throwing up. Holland and I spent the rest of the two hr ride next to a fire in our own boxcar. I held her and cried as I read all the scary things about getting a concussion before your last one heals.
Christmas Eve. After a Dr. visit and Holland not able to keep anything down and losing liquids faster than I can get them in her we go to my parents home. Holland turns purple, face and limbs we are about to rush her again to the ER, but we gave her a blessing. After the blessing she said “HO HO HO”. (she hadn’t talked since Tuesday so this was a miracle) we were gathering our stuff in the kitchen and she started to point to a sandwich and chips I immediately started feeding her anything and everything. She started getting color in her face. (she hadn’t eaten for days at this point) We ended back in the ER after a very bloody diaper a couple hrs later.
We got to the ER and she seriously acted fine. She and Hudson dipped Oreos in milk as the Dr. evaluated her. It was truly a miracle. I don’t know what is going to happen to my Littles, who is now even littler and I’ve never been more scared in my entire life! As of now she is sleeping in her bed with her Minnies and I can’t wait for her to experience Christmas tomorrow.
I truly feel like she is being watched over and as of right now all I can do is monitor her and pray. It’s been really hard seeing her go through this and having her attitude change. She is lethargic, quiet, and extra cuddly. I can’t wait til the day my Holly-Pocket turns the corner and comes back being the crazy Littles that she is.
A look at the last couple days with my Holland…